i told you that my tuition fee is really high… and my parents work really hard…

 i also told you that i’m just an average student… i haven’t got any academic awards… even one of the tenth honor students…

i want to help my parents… i tried doing things to have extra income… unfortunately, i don’t have any money to start it…

i tried looking for small jobs… but here in philippines, eighteen years old and above is the only people that can work…

so being a scholar came to my mind…

it’s very unexpected for me to be a scholar… i’m not that intelligent… or even have the guts to study an hour without breaks…

but it’s the only thing that can help my parents…

i was searching for Oxford university one time… and i found a scholarship program…

i was very happy but when i read further…it is offered to US citizens only… and i’m a Filipino…

well… i’m not giving up yet… i searched for scholarship programs here in phillipines… i found nothing….

so i guess… it’s time to give up…

even i have the sources to have a scholarship… i think i can’t pass the examinations if i am worthy to be a scholar…

that’s it… this dream only took my mind for a day…